Another new music!

She was always there right beside me to witness all the good, bad and ugly things I did in my childhood. Sometimes to advice, sometimes to scold and hardly to support! Oh yeah,...there were even ugly stuffs we did together. Growing up with my sister was blessing. I have always taken advantages of being the youngest among us...Getting all the nice toys, most number of candies, and all those favorite cloths. My sister, even now when I recollect, all these things are so clear. And yeah, I used to think that she got a nicer name than mine. Well, I still think the same!

But I think these stories are there in everyone's childhood. These are the root memories which never fades off from anybody's mind. And today I'm the happiest to know that...my sister, you will see two of your kids growing up together just like us.

Yes! My sister is carrying...new baby to the family!

Treasure Chest!

Four years have been mixture of emotions and realizations. Realizations that there are or were only two people, who supported me in every lows and highs.

I go back after my vacation with a heavy heart with the realization that my parents need me and I'm going to be somewhere, from where they have to wait for my next visit or a coming for good.

As I always say, god should actually grace me with one day when I start living at one place 'happily ever after' with my parents around!

Vacation - The Good Start!

The word vacation has never made much sense to me, until it is much awaited. So, I do have one of those now..started from last Friday..

4am at Bangalore airport was expected for me not to expect any of my friends in Bangalore to show up at the airport to receive me since it's "pretty early morning" in anybody's terms on a Sunday morning. When I was sitting in the taxi though I was busy on phone, I could feel the humidity, even though the morning was cool and pleasant...I could see my driver not following lanes and breaking signals and honking every now and then..But ultimately that made me feel like 'home'.

Apart from my other friends RT, A & K, on a heavier note, maybe I should thank 'sellingat100kmph' for making my Sunday...right from the breakfast, Masala Dosa, Long rides, Temples, Aloof roads, The one big banyan tree...Heavy lunch..Movie..Shopping and Shavarma.. In short most of everything which were there in "my-things-to-do-in-Bangalore" list.

When you dropped me back, I was glad for the day. But sellingat100kmph, I had to wait more than half an hour at the CCD for you..

One late night coffee!

In-spite of having such a nice weather, me and S- were lazing around at home for the whole Sunday. At 8'O clock in the evening, we have decided to drive somewhere.

We had to go to three coffee shops to realize that they all closes by 9.00pm. Finally we figured out one Starbucks which closes at 10pm.

Now that I have slept for almost 6 hours during the day and had a coffee at 10pm, I'm out of sleep, staying awake and writing this at 2.15am in the night when the rest of the city is sleeping. But then again..a coffee is something which I always crave for, that too a late night one!

The Confused Me!

The confused phase of my life has no end. I spent a Sunday, 4 hours in shopping. To be precise, spent in looking around and trying to select something. And ended up coming home without buying anything.

I always think of writing something on my blog, but my confused mind, most of the times brings out boring posts which I later decide not to post. Now, I'm sitting with this 1500 pieces puzzle, trying to fix them..Confused as usual!

Girl I Have Known The Most!

It was somewhere in 2007...
I was trying to convince her saying "he's not the guy for you".
She replied.."I know what I'm doing. I want to try the last chance of getting married to him. I hope rest everything will fall in place, if I do this"..
I had no words, yet I didn't want to stop her too. Because I always supported her.

But then after everything, was it for the threatenings, fights and harassment she got married to him? No!! I saw her in the pain.. I saw that girl, the cheerful, energetic, playful girl who was happy with everything else in her life..loving parents, job, good firends..Is it that she was too young? 21 years! No, that cant be the only reason...

After 3 months, she walked to me..
She told "I failed. I proved myself wrong. But I have no regrets. Because I did everything I can to save that relationship. It wouldn't have been easy to live with the thought that I should have married him. Marrying him was my last try. I can live with where and what I'm now."
I hugged her and told.."Yes! you are doing the right thing."

She got divorced right in front of me. But I knew, her bold mind would keep her moving. It might have taken time for her to recover. But time itself is the best healer. And I'm sure, she would be happy wherever she's now!

Wind Chimes!

I always had the habit of collecting wind chimes right from childhood. I remember collecting money for buying those and stuffing them all in my cupboard, because I used to be scared of mom scolding me for buying such 'unnecessary' things. Of course, as per her 10-15 wind chimes sitting in the cupboard was 'unnecessary'.

Lately, I realized that I'm shown as "Chimes" in one of my friends chat list. I was surprised, because I have no clue when I renamed myself to something like that. And what even-more surprising is, I'm shown as 'Chimes' only in his chat list..Strange..But, I felt good remembering that sweet word, one of my favorite words..the singing bells..."Chimes"

As it's said in the movie 'August Rush', There are lot of wind chimes out there in the world to enjoy!